Every night when I go to bed I hope I don’t wake up

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Why is that? Whatever it is, I know things can change for the better, you can get through this. Maybe if you write out or verbalize what is wrong it will help work toward feeling better. But in any case, wishing you all the very best

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Hey OP, I hope you’re all right.

Whatever it is you are fighting, hang in there. We all go through shit; it gets better.

Lots of love.

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OP, if you want somebody to vent to without judgement, please DM me, I am happy to be a sounding board.

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What are we talking about here? Ever? Or in the middle of the night bc it’s so hard to go back to sleep?

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I’m confused as to why there are several “laughing” reactions to this post smh

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Suicidal thoughts? Get help. Take vit d supplements. Get some cardio in.

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If this is a serious post, I hope you get to feeling better OP. I’ve had the same thoughts for the past few months. So much that at times it distracts from my work during the day. I think the project I’m on is part of it, but it’s hard to tell. Hang in there.

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OP, are you free to talk? I’m here and I care.

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Op, please elaborate so others can help

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Same

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Hang in there. Lots of love to you as well.

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Hey, hang in there! This too shall pass. Take life one day at a time

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Oh no, OP what's wrong?

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OP, if you are seriously feeling this way, talk to someone. Preferably a professional, but get some help somewhere.

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How are you doing right now OP? Let’s talk if you wanna vent, been through rough patches myself

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Yeah sometimes I dread going to sleep because I dont want to face the next day. Like I want to stay awake as long as possible just to prolong the day. Makes no sense but yeah

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Huh, rough engagement?

Get back to me when you stop caring about looking both ways while crossing the street mid constant fire drill project when cars are coming at you

On a more serious note - if you ACTUALLY don’t want to wake up, it’s time to get help and I hope you find it cause it’s all fun and games until someone actually gets hurt. Best of luck OP

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Its almost two years since my best friend committed suicide. All of us - his family, friends - are still shattered by his loss. Suicide is NEVER the answer, it is a permanent solution to a very temporary problem. Please, OP, if you feel suicidal please reach out to your loved ones and ask for help. You are never alone.

Me when I’m staffed to an FS project

Hey OP, how are you feeling today?

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