Everything to me is a joke, my relationships, love life, and mental health. In the end I got no one and nothing of substance. My parents trigger me, my friend have their own life going. Nothing I do is enough and everything I put up is a facade because everyone expects me to be some kind of version of their imagination and I’m not what they want. I’m a mess and have very intrusive thoughts that I paint to be comedy. i don’t entertain the thoughts but it would be a quick and jester exeunt

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