Had a dream that my friends gave me permission to kill myself and I was so happy.

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I had suicidal thoughts every morning for a long time. So I started using a CES device and, within a few weeks those thoughts went away. The device is easy to use, has no side effects that I’ve seen and, most importantly, it has worked for me. Feel free to DM me if you want.

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Therapy and Spravato treatment

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No thanks. Don’t need to pay someone again to tell me to change my mindset

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