I developed an eating disorder in college that has continued until today despite seeking therapy. I’ve kind of accepted that starvation and weird habits are like my version of alcoholism. I have also recognized some clear eating disorder signs in other female partners. For example, a rail thin partner who has crumbs and cookies piled up on her desk. Another one has the tell-tale chipmunk cheeks. Anyone else have an ED?

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I hope that you get treatment. I believe ED has about a 20% death rate and that's not counting the other heath issues.

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I can eat a whole XL chocolate bar in 5 mins.
You know those 1 pound + milk chocolates? That lasts me 4 days max.

I've realized the only way for me to be under control is by not buying sweets.

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You’re not alone 👋🏻 I’ve also accepted it will be my coping mechanism of choice.

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I am not sure if I have an eating disorder. I've definitely gained weight during this pandemic.

But in the past, I enjoyed the feeling of hunger. It made me feel like i had strong willpower and was in control of myself.

After my weight gain, I noticed lately that I've been skipping dinner more often, by choice and not by accident.

I hope you get treatment. There are several long term issues caused by ED. Heart failure. Infertility for example. So if you’d like children some day think of the future impact.

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