It’s not like I want to die or kms, but I just don’t want to exist. I didn’t ask to be born...

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Sometimes I feel the same way 🙇🏻‍♀️usually when I feel a lot of emotions and I just wish I didn’t feel so much

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Exactly. Emotions become too much to bear sometimes

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I am sorry OP. Ride this out. Reach out to your friends and family for help.

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It’s not all about you. We wanted you to be born. Stick around for all the people that value your existence - family, friends, loved ones, FB fam ...puppies ...pet turtles

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Snap out of it. Life is too precious

Sending you a warm virtual hug to you D1! 🥰🥰🥰

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I had no idea the acronym kms existed

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