Sometimes I feel like I won’t survive the pandemic. Does anyone else feel like it?

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Real talk? I just lost the 10th person in my family circle this year. After losing my dad late last year. I'm overwhelmed.

And while none of these deaths have been covid, it does feel like the residual stress is making people die sooner than they would have and that scares me. Like maybe a lot of us won't make it to "normal" on the other side of all of this


A1 I’m so so so sorry for your loss. I really hope you’re doing ok. Sending over hugs and positive energy ❤️❤️❤️


If you're under 50 without health complications there's an extremely good chance you will survive.

Vaccines will also be distributed as early as Jan 2021, with better versions more widely available by June. Just around the corner, hang in there!

Sorry I meant from a mental health point of view

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