I joined IBM in Aug as a Support Engineer for Apptio. I have epilepsy & memory issues, cleared interviews but after joining struggled in a demo with my PEM, who doubts why I was hired. I’m a slow learner, away from my parents for the first time, living far from the office due to health. Pressure from PEM & TL makes me feel like crying daily. I was jobless 1.5 yrs & don’t want to lose this. How do I cope with pressure & learn effectively despite health challenges?

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This this issue with your Manager/TL/HR and show them that you wanted to learn and trying to learn also , it's just that I need sometime and support as well. Don't worry everything will be fine and have faith on yourself, be confident bro .

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Please dont worry and try to discuss with someone in family you trust or a counsellor

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Please talk to your manager about your health and the challenges you are currently facing and tell him that you are willing to learn and putting extra effort for it, and don’t worry about any outcome just be honest and try to meditate if you feel pressure as you have epilepsy so try not to take further more pressure, please take care your health :)

Hey, just asking who’s the manager, I just got offer for same Apptio, so wondering

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