Anyone else mad at God for even making you? I often wish I was dead, but am always reminded of heaven and hell.

I instead earnestly have wished that God would have never made me. I don’t like me

I don’t need hope or scripture, I know what the scripture says. I just want the peace that only inn-existence can bring you

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This sounds like a cry for help beyond what we can provide on this app.

Please contact someone locally to discuss what you are feeling and why your mind is on repeat of negative ideation.. This is an urgent and important.

Remember, scripture is the word of God and not wanting to hear or read is a way to keep you from your purpose.

For encouragement, that you are not alone,
Jesus turned and said to Peter, “Get behind me, Satan! You are a stumbling block to me; you do not have in mind the concerns of God, but merely human concerns.”

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Absolutely! I totally understand we all need connection. I’m praying for you and know that you are not alone.

I’ve felt deep depression and I know it’s real … the darkness is soo real.

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Hang in there. You're here for a reason

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I can understand. I’m not “mad” at him exactly, but I’d rather not be here. I don’t feel strongly enough to do anything about it and I’m not depressed, but I’m just over the struggle and the rat race. If your feelings ever progress, I would recommend talking to someone about it bc it may help

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God is able. We will pray for you but as others commented above please get with a local resource. And if you can when you are able give of yourself to others. You will appreciate just how much you mean to Him and us.

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I can feel you, I have been in your position. Let me tell you this, apart from all scriptures and hope. Start loving in all circumstances you are in and stop worrying about everything and trust me you will see soon everything will start looking really good and keep a little faith in god! He is doing great work for you

There is a reason you’re here, whether you want to be or not. Whether you believe it or not. Don’t wish to take God’s opportunity to use you on earth, away from Him.

Praying for you. Just know that it’s a season. The temptation in these moments is to isolate and brush God off. But lean in. He does care and He will meet you where you need Him

Please talk to a therapist or a spiritual advisor. There may be issues they can help you resolve.

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