I've decided to seek euthansia outside of this US. My type of PTSD is not treatable because the abuse and effects from it are ongoing and have caused a cascade of reactions that cant be overcome with positive thoughts. I hate that my former employers "win" but my job isn't to "fight them" either. I've tried very hard to protect people, do the right thing and the consequence is unforgiving.

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Have you tried...
1) LSD?
2) moving to a different country with a better standard of living/walkability?
3) EMDR or CPT therapy?
Other countries offer end of life options, but I've only ever heard of them for incurable things like terminal cancer, lewy body dementia, total paralysis, etc. There are so many options out there.

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Wish you the best with whatever ends up happening. I think a lot of people would say don’t do it and life is always worth living, but I hear you that there’s a lot of lives most people can’t even begin imagine living so it makes sense to me at least. Just keep talking to people, even if it’s to explore the options, even if that’s one of them you’re serious about.

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I'm hoping that my doctor and mental health team will support it but the one thing I know about professionals is that they tend to be death illiterate.

Hey OP- I’m so sorry for all you’re dealing with and going though. I wish you time, rest, and healing. I hope you may find a way to see some positives in your life and the ability to change your environment for the better. Sending hugs and positive thoughts.

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