I was doing a lot better but I had a very difficult weekend and I don’t want to live anymore. I’m sorry, I know it’s wrong. I won’t do anything, I just needed to put that out into the ether.

likehelpful
Posting as :
works at
You are currently posting as works at

Weekends where I’m flying solo - no events , no meetup with friends , no dates I feel this way to an extent .
Honestly lexapro , working out, volunteering, have all helped me out

like

I’m here to chat if you like. Zero judgements, HMU

like

Sunday blues. Don’t give up, just let each second pass. Take it one minute at a time. This too shall pass

like

Related Posts

Do the Explorer and Explorer II have ridiculously long wait time from ADs?

Hi All, I am exploring a contract position and they are offering the below. As I am new to contracting, Please suggest which one is better Option 1: $70/hr on W2
Option 2: $80/hr on 1099
I live in the Bay Area, CA if it matters.

Thank you so much !

like

Is it worthwhile switching from EY GDS in business consulting role for aMBB knowledge team like Bain Capability etc?

like

How is projects assigned to laterals in HCL

like

You know trouble is ahead when the DNC convention gets less viewers than the random Trump rally yesterday:

Post Photo
like

How difficult is it for English speaking consultants (sr manager and above) to find roles in continental Europe if they aren't fluent in another European language? I'm learning French right now, but not fluent yet and I'm looking for opportunities with FS practices in Europe. Yes, I'm motivated by Brexit.

I posted this question in the London bowl before I remembered that I'm also in this one... Should have come straight here. Sorry if you're seeing this twice.

Hi Fishes, is it possible to re-negotiate the offer which I have from Accenture with a counter offer that too when only few days are left for joining?

like

I wanted to know about relocation, do they reimburse the amount spent or do they just transfer the amount?
Also do Oracle provide cab services?

like

How many remote jobs do you currently have, and how do you manage your time between the two roles?

Bonus points if you share the industry you are in and your total salary from working all your roles.

like

Hi all I'm looking for an opportunity I have experience of documents review on relativity with 3yrs and also looking a switch in kyc aml..

like

My bf has asked me to help him quit the ecigs and told me he’ll probably hide them from me but he wants me to take them. So I have for the past week. He really only keeps them in his pocket, 1 drawer

In my other organisation rent receipt form was readily available, is there any such receipt available from hexaware, if not what do you guys do ??

like

How is Hexaware

As an intern, how do you deal with an associate that (1) is overly patronizing, (2) that consistently takes credit for your work in front of the partner and (3) that thinks their work is top priority?

like

Getting an interview as a clinical app specialist for a radiology PACS company. Nervous to leave the clinical side but at the same time can’t wait. Have any rad techs/clinical people made the switch from clinical to tech? Do you recommend it?

likesmart

Anyone trade stocks on the side? Not at a day trading level, but not buy-and-hold either...more like aim to hold 5-10 stocks at a time for 1-2 months and earn a decent short-term profit (10-15%).

Just bought my first NFT this week (DeadFellaz)! Anyone have other projects they like I can support?

Post Photo
like

Starting to see a lot of compensation threads and even within the same city, the variance of salary is really noticeable. I didn’t expect the spread to be this high, especially in high COL areas.

like

I have first round next week for full stack developer profile. It is going to be a coding round. What kind of questions can I expect? DSA and algorithm only?

like

Hello Fishes,
I got an opportunity from NTT Data BPO.
I am currently being hired for nightshift. Are there any chances for getting day shift or mid shift?
Or are there any chances to get a change in shift after getting on boarded?
Will it be okay to discuss this with HR?
Because during interview I said yes to Night Shifts.

Additional Posts in Depression/Anxiety Talk

I’ve suffered from workaholism for a long time. Thanks to a lot of great self help books and therapy, I’m no longer putting work on a pedestal and I’m spending a lot more time on self care and my marriage. But, unfortunately, I am now getting withdrawals, because my body is used to the daily adrenaline of throwing myself into work. It’s this terrible feeling of like anguish/unease in my gut, but I don’t have anything I’m worried about- it’s like my body wants to find something to worry about.

like

For anyone who needs to hear this today, I want you to know that you matter. You have touched someone’s life. The world is a better place because you are here. You may not see it or feel it today, but it please know that it is true.

Post Photo
likeupliftinghelpful

Anyone here being prescribed strattera for ADHD? I got diagnosed today and wanted to hear about your experiences.

like

Any advice on how to request accommodations for depression and/or anxiety? What documents did you need and what kinds of accommodations did you ask for/receive?

like

Abused and isolated as a kid. I have terrible memory. Like I don’t really remember the past few months except in broad strokes and memories of my childhood are more non existent than existent. I’m working through this with my therapist. Does anyone have any experience with emotional and memory repression? Curious on your advice

like

Thankfully on a project and working remotely. I’ve been slowly losing grip with my depression and anxiety. Anyone else feel too scared to talk about it with their team?

like

Opinions on AbleTo?

like

I feel like I am very naive and cannot read between the lines, so I can’t tell if someone is trying to fuck me over or not. This leads me to be extremely skeptical of others’ intentions, and makes me less confident that I can influence others, and in general really erodes my self-confidence. Does anyone else feel similarly? If so, how have you dealt with it?

like

How do you motivate yourself to get out of bed when you’re having an anxiety attack and just want to curl up under the covers?

like

What are some good websites to find PhD psychologists in Southern California?

Just heard today that my project is going to shutdown in October. I am not sure what is going to happen with me since my manager did not say anything yet. Super stressed not sure what to do?

Looking for some mental health advice - I’ve been dealing with pretty debilitating anxiety/panic attacks for over 5 years. Finally started to get some help for it through medication, however the first 3 meds my PCP prescribed me (ssris) didn’t work. Because I haven’t deal with the anxiety it’s gotten really bad. Do I go to a pyscitatrist whose trained more in pharma or start with therapist. Have done therapy in past without much help.

like

How have you combated your fear of rejection? I fixate on such small things as when my friends, for example, reject plans I have made. This definitely makes me more averse to putting myself out there and makes me ruminate on past perceived failures, which are clearly not good for personal growth

like

For those who are struggling during the holiday season: I finally had the courage to talk to my doctor about my depression and drinking problems. I don't know why I waited so long. Started crying in the first 5 minutes and felt immensely better after the session. There is no shame in looking for help. We can still be successful and strong and self-sufficient. Hang in there!

likehelpfuluplifting

It feels weird to see people around you getting exactly what you want from life, and you’re here just putting in the efforts and time and waiting impatiently for your turn. I think I need to stop and let it go.

like

Anyone successfully take Short Term Disability for mental heath? What did you need to provide?

like

During the pandemic I dove into my self care (found a therapist, learned I was having seizures and got on meds for that). My journey has been difficult and not pretty to watch. Somewhere along the line I feel like my fiancé saw too much. I no longer feel like romantic parters and instead feel like we have a “caretaker/patient” type relationship. I don’t feel sexy or attractive anymore. I talked to him about this and he feels bad. But I feel guilty for bringing it up. Anyone else had this issue?

like

Treat yourself kindly. ❤️

Post Photo
likeupliftingfunny

I was trying to figure out what my personality trait was a few days ago. It’s depression, my personality trait aside from work is depression

like

Hi does anyone have health anxiety while working out? Haven’t worked out since September and really scared of going back to the gym because I gained some weight and I become very panicky when my heart rate goes high. Anyone has any tips on how I can go back to the gym and go back to enjoying my workouts?

like

New to Fishbowl?

Download the Fishbowl app to
unlock all discussions on Fishbowl.
That was just a preview…
Sign Up to see all discussions
  • Discover what it’s like to work at companies from real professionals
  • Get candid advice from people in your field in a safe space
  • Chat and network with other professionals in your field
Sign up in seconds to unlock all discussions on Fishbowl.

Already a user?
Login here

Share

Embed this post

Copy and paste embed code on your site

Preview

Download the
Fishbowl app

See what’s happening in your industry
from the palm of your hand.

A phone with Fishbowl app

Scan your QR code to download
Fishbowl app on your mobile

Download app

Sign up for free to view this conversation on Fishbowl

By continuing you agree to Terms of Use and Privacy Policy

Already have an account? Log in

Sign up for free to continue using Fishbowl

By continuing you agree to Terms of Use(New) and Privacy Policy(New)
Messaging rates may apply

Already have an account? Log in

For account settings, visit Fishbowl on Desktop Browser or

General

Legal