I am feeling so miserable lately. I'm just SO tired of doing life these days. It's so hard to be me..... that's exactly how I feel. I just want it to stop already. These last few years feel like a test that I'm failing miserably. Every time I feel like I'm taking a step towards the life I covet I feel like it's ripped away from me in one way or another.

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I don’t think you’re alone in this feeling. I’ve had long stretches of time where life really beat me down.
Give yourself some grace, but do not give up! Life does get better. ❤️‍🩹

988 -suicide or crisis hotline/it’s free

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I am so sorry. I've been feeling miserable for the last 6 months, so I can't imagine feeling like this for years. Hope things get better for you!

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I wish I had words of advice, or that I could help get rid of that pain. Sending you a huge virtual hug. I feel like that about the last decade of my life. But we’re still here, still chugging along, still moving forward. For me that that’s a win in itself, and I hope you can recognize It’s a win for you as well.

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Thank you all for the support

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When I have a bad day (the worst day I can remember or imagine) I know tomorrow must be a better day. Always have hope. A man (person) without hope is not a good thing. Hope will get you through each and everyday.

Been there, done that. I used to be a fiction-writer, ended up making a lot of false accusations via my fiction, and felt like I couldn't live with myself anymore. So I tried to make the separation: but I thank God that He made sure I failed.
After that, I realized that my fiction had to be destroyed, so I worked with my parents to shred all of it that I still owned. I tried to make amends, but I'd been a fiction-writer so long - over 2 decades - that nobody I knew believed me.
But the only thing that drove me to get a job and go to work is that Romans 13 and 1 Peter 2:11-25 say that the government is God's ministers, ordained by Him to punish evildoers and praise those who do well. So I went to the government to get advice about job opportunities, and gained a job affiliated with my local government. This way, I have a life and a purpose, and a voice to influence the government toward law and order and to better influence the people I serve.

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