I hate life I have severe anxiety want to die because I am worthless. My doctor who was going to sign off on disability passed away. I lost the job that gave me issues. Now I can't get disability can't find a job and can't pay rent. I have no support its ether live on the street or die

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Hi. My last post was 3 weeks ago. And just now today I had an amazing surprise that helped me feel better and will most likely change my direction in life. I was in Motel 6 or 8 or whatever number? Sad watching Daytime T V. When 2 friends unexpectantly showed up at my door with their van and said pack your stuff. Getting out of this depressing motel! It was 2 female super heroes coming to rescue me!! And stay at friends place. Get a job. Then a permanent place to live... Im going to try everyday to achieve this. And get my family back together!

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Life truly does suck sometimes. But you just have to push thru. Some how. Someway,in a day or a week it can change drastically! Hold on.Plus in todays world you can get help. Counseling online, on phone, in person. Individual or a group? Get on some meds? Try different things. Once you find the right therapy? Meds? And do as your Dr./Counselor says. You will feel so much better. ! It takes a while. To get the correct treatment plan going but once you have it you will feel like a soooo much better!!! Justvtry. Give it chance. Life can and will get better. Believe I know exactly how you feel.
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https://help.glassdoor.com/s/article/Global-Safety-Support-Resources?language=en_US


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