Waking up feeling impending doom and dread due to work. Anyone else feel the same now?

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Every god damn day...literally everyday for the past 5 months...sometimes feelings of sheer terror, like the world is ending

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Ugh yes, can’t seem to get myself out of bed just for this reason

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I woke up drop kicking my blanket because I had a dream I was fighting someone off who stole my laptop. I think I need a vacation

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We need a detox from the koolaid

Currently taking time off from work and still wake up feeling like this.

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Sorry fam, that is me now while I clean up my resume

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Me too lately even as work is dying down

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