I feel like I've been self sabotaging myself at work and no idea why. Doing things out of character and less confident. Things have recently changed. New company acquired us and my role is still the same but different. New systems and procedures. Felt confident for a little while and excited about keeping my job, but made a mistake recently that was not in good character and worried about the outcome. Not sure if I should look for another job or stick it out and see.

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Stick it out. You seem aware that this might be stemming from anxiety or lack of understanding the new systems. Try your best.

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Have you had a conversation with any supervisor or hr to discuss your concerns??

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I suggest having a conversation with your supervisor and be transparent yet professional.

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