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What is your companies medical insurance like?
I think my company has not so good insurance but that’s just compared to friends I know that work down at the docks/port.
Current medical plan - single person.
plan is level 2 out of 3 tiers.
$97 a month blue anthem ppo
$1700 deductible
$4000 out of pocket max
100% preventive covered
80% diagnostic covered AFTER deductible hit
80% prescription covered AFTER $200 deductible hit…
Thinking about having surgery for my knee and this seems costly
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You would think it was when I woke up in a different country, or when I was shaking so bad in the morning I pissed all over a bathroom, or when I slept under my car because I didn't want to get a DUI, it was when I was puking blood and thought I had a problem and reached out for help, a friend gave me a meeting schedule and told me there was one tomorrow at 7am on my way to work. Everyone has their own bottom. That was mine. So many other events but that was just one.
Ran up a huge debt buying drugs and made a few crappy career choices. Crashed a car. Got addicted to benzos. Did some things I said I never would. Generally, I was miserable. Had 5 years previously but went back out there for a few years. Will have a year clean again on the 23rd!
I came back after 5 years out, for the mental sobriety. It really is a program of a guide to living serenely. I have 38 days. Things that used to baffle me are now acceptable. I’m working the steps and the fellowship pretty hard. So true that it works if you work it.
I can't stop drinking once I start. not for my job my marriage or my son. these last six months I didn't return to work after lunch more than once. got complained about at work from someone who saw how drunk I was when I did make it back left my son at daycare past closing for another drink, almost got arrested and then there is the physical pain and mental hell.
My life became small and meaningless. I was not participating in it. I showed up late and hungover to a job I grew to resent. I stopped nurturing my relationships with friends and family and instantly sabotaged romantic relationship possibilities for fear of intimacy. I didn’t like who I became. Getting sober is the hardest thing I’ve ever done, and every day I have to work at it. But it is so so much better than where I was as a drunk.