I no longer live in my home country, so rarely get to see my extended family. I am at a point where every time I see my grandparents again they have aged exponentially (cont)

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I go through the same shit, contemplating moving back.

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And every second they are alive is a blessing. Every time I see them my heart aches, and I am reminded that when they pass I will never recover. Wondering if living away from my family for 'better opportunities' is even worth it. Anyway, just wanted to rant.

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