What addiction were you battling and what one thing do you think is keeping you grounded in the journey??

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I got sober from alcohol 22 months ago at the age of 55. I started drinking on a regular basis between the ages of 13 and 14. AA, the program, the fellowship, keeps me going. Up until AA I thought how my mind worked, and how I drank, was "special" and I had it "under control". I am not special and my life was being led around by the nose by alcohol. Life has not gotten magically easier, but it's a revelation to actually feel and process feelings, and letting go of the idea that I could control people/places/things/events has been a life changing shift in perspective. The idea that the promises are and will come true for me is such a healthier headspace to live in, I hope I never go back to drinking. My hope is if I continue to do the work and follow the program, I will never need to go back.

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Alcohol ➡️ AA

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