I am still so angry from a interaction at work that I can’t sleep. I wish I could walk way from my position. All I asked for was the test we were giving Thursday. I had not seen it and I wanted a copy. Now the others on my “team” act like I am disagreeing with them. NO! I just wanted a copy of what was agreed upon by them for the grade level.

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I am still angry. What I cannot share at work is how seriously depressed I am. I try to share with my team and they disrespect my opinions. (I used to lead my team.) I have been teaching 18 years to their 8 and 2 years.So I sit and keep my thoughts to myself, allowing them to make all decisions. Then this happens. I get jumped by the youngsters for no reason. And I seriously want to die. If I didn’t have a child to raise, I would probably end my life.

Please get help! Go talk to someone. You’d be better served by talking to a professional versus on a chat or at work.

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