I tried to get on anti-depressants in college. The doctor at student health said I wasn’t depressed enough, too high functioning, well-adjusted, etc. I didn’t want to argue, I was afraid of coming off as “drug seeking”. It’s been a few years and it’s gotten worse. I don’t enjoy the things I used to love, I don’t want to do anything other than sleep, I’m struggling with an eating disorder, work feels like torture. I’m terrified of going back to a doctor and either hearing the same thing or having it go the other way and get put in some kind of in-patient program. How do you do this?

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I see a therapist regularly and I just go to my primary care physician for prescriptions.

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Sounds like the original doctor you saw was a bad doctor. You should be able to find reviews online in your area for doctors that provide therapy and medication. Some do only one or the other depending on their education so look into that (or call and ask) when scheduling appointments. You are unlikely to be sent to in patient treatment without your input.

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OP: I understand. By writing this post and reaching out, you're already showing courage. So I think you have the courage to go out and find a doctor who has your best interest at heart. I would encourage you to get multiple opinions and see if there are any commonalities amongst them. If the suggested treatment isn't what you want, please still give it some consideration. The sooner treatment is sought and started, the better. If** inpatient of any sought is ever needed, in my experience, insurance only covers 30-45. So hypothetically, if someone is in the hospital for 2 weeks to become stable, that only leaves 2-3 weeks of treatment that is actually focused on the root causes (as opposed to immediate medical needs) of the ED, and that quite frankly, is not enough and I don't think really sets people up for recovery. It's hard and annoying af to go through with this and schedule appointments and everything and deal with it all, but once the thoughts and ED get out of control, it's so incredibly hard to reign in, but I think that recovery is always possible. I really do hope and pray for the best for you. Please post if you find something/someone that helps.

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PwC 1 - The treatment methods you described are exactly why I’m afraid of talking to a doctor. I don’t have the time or the money for institutionalization. I doubt my situation even merits such an extreme response. I just need a reasonable doctor who can hear me and help me without blowing me off, locking me up, or overprescribing me.

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Your not in college any more and things haven’t got better for you mentally speaking. Just because you manage to get through they day doesn’t mean you don’t deserve to get through the day with more help.

Get a second opinion and a new doctor

You know yourself best. Keep speaking up in regards to what you need and someone WILL listen and take you seriously. I’m also battling an eating disorder and depression. I’m starting anti depressants next week and was terrified that my doctor would think that I was making it up or something. But I was honest in my appointment and she took me seriously

There are psychiatrists who specialize in eating disorders. Use Psychology Today online or Web MD online to search for one if you don’t know of any. Having been hospitalized two times, I would say that it’s something to avoid if you can

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