I thought I was getting better (was currently working with my doc to slowly taper off my antidepressant) but my anxiety attacks are coming back. I think I’m just not meant to be unmedicated. I ended up requesting to go back to my original dosage

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It’s okay to be medicated, as long as it provides relief and betters your life. If side effects are an issue, work with your physician to try a different medicine! :)

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Thank you! I feel like a failure because I thought I was getting better and didn’t need them anymore but I’m just a mess now

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I went off antidepressants about a year before Covid. As soon as Covid started I went back on them. I haven’t gone off them and not sure I will. I’m okay with that because of the relief they provide.

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I’m working through my feelings about this right now - just sad because I thought it was doing well and now I’m just regressing it feels like

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I’ve been on and off meds for years. Nothing wrong with being on them

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